My childhood was pretty good I must say, I was a happy kid. But what really scars me deeply is the fact that I was born with two club feet and at the age of 3 I had to have over 7 operations on each foot. My parents call me strong because through it all i never let it effect my life. Sure I my feet used to hurt when i would run or even walk but that never stopped me from pushing though. I was adopted at the age of 3 as well I was in a orphanage in Budapest, Hungary. I still wonder what my " Real parents" are doing or who they are or even if i had any brothers or sisters! sometimes i do really think hard about this stuff, about what my life would have been like if i was still living there and if they didn't put me up for adoption. I was brought into a very nice family that loves me a lot and I love them also.. I wonder what my life would have been like if i was still living there, If i would have ended up with no operations on my feet or if i was going to even live.. I used to get teased so much about my feet and the way i walk thought out my school years.. It used to really hurt me but now I just let it go. im a warrior and I don't care what people have to say. I sometimes wonder if i had any of their genetics.. like health issues which really worries me because I really would like to know if my health will always stay good. sometimes I do feel a little bit out of place in my family. I guess every adopted child has these wonders.
But i love my life.. And i love my friends and my family and i wouldn't change it one bit!
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